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preface

i was a hundred percent sure that i wasn't dreaming it was a cold night i was running through the dark forest my breathing was fast with sobs my knee hurt it was bleeding so was my head as i tripped over the branches my heart was pounding tears were pouring down my face i fell over hit my hand on a sharp rock i looked up into his pitch black eyes i gave up there was no way i was going to save my self my head hurt my heart felt hollow and useless


chapter 1 - new kids

"Amy wait up" josh said running towards me i looked at him he smiled
"where aella" i asked
" she was behind me" he looked around him she jumped out off the bathroom i smiled she looked at me
"amy your smiling"
"i know and it hurt"
we all laughed we walked into class i had my books zoey walked into the class
"she such a slut" aella whispered
she glared at me i looked down the teacher came in she was smiling that was werid i giggled at the thought
"class we have four new kids " ms. nell said she was young and beautiful but she never used something that would make her look young there was mummers nobody in the school knew that i just sighed and got my notebook out i started doodling there was footsteps i looked up there was fours beautiful teens stading there they looked like gods three boys and one girl the girl was tall and had blonde hair with black highlights the boys were tall one had pitch black hair and the other one had bronze hair and the last one had dirty blonde hair
"class this is jasper, rose,asher and jamie okay you guess go sit by zoey over there" she pointed at the slut she acted all nice and honest with the teachers but with us she acted like the queen of the slut world i giggled jasper looked up he looked so handsome the teacher started class i did my homework jasper looked at me through all the class after class aella and josh where talking about the knew kids
"hey amy it's drama time" she said
we walked togather on to the stage i looked around it had been alone time since i been here or acted
" look josh aella i'm a actor i love jakilen" we all luaghed i jumped down i herd hand clapping i turned around mrs.sky was clapping she smiled
"amy that was fabulaos"
"why" i said confused she smiled
" how long since you haven't acted"
"along time" i said looking down people started to come in i went tot sit down aella and josh sat with me the four new kids sat far away from the other kids
"okay class lets start" she said then she called up zoey to act out one of the shakespears scence i looked to were the new the kids were jasper was staring at me a chill went down my spine my heart was pounding louder and louder every seconded my cheeks were warm i looked down
"Amy jaspers staring at you " she whispered
"so"
she giggled i smiled class was over we were going to launch
"hey you weirdo"
i turned around zoey was standing infront of me
"what"
"stay away from the new boys we already claimed them"
i glared at her she backed away i turned around we got our food and went to sit down
"she such a slut"
"i know" i sighed
i bit my apple and and opened my soda i looked to where the new kids where siting jasper was looking out the window ashers mouth was moving then he turned around to look at me i looked away i bit my apple agian and drank some of my soda the bell rang i got up to throw away my stuff at biogoly we were going to bear canyon we walked into the class mr.night was picking up the paper sighed by our parents
"so josh what movie are we going to watch" i asked josh he smiles
"the unborn"
"i can't wait" aella said jumping up and down
we got on th bus i sat by aella josh sat by him self he was humming one of his songs i remeber how he use to love to play his bass but people started calling him a werido cuz he was hanging out with me aella love to sing she has a nice voice
" hey at least we don't have school this friday" aella said smiling
"yep" i said sighing i looked down at my fingers they were long i could play the piano and act but i kept that to myself the memory of jaspers eyes made me feel weird i never felt so good but there was something he was hidiing something i could feel it the bus got to bear canyon i got off
"okay class lets start our field trip" mr. night said walking i started to walk after awhile everybody was way ahead of me i tripped a few times i fell to the floor scraping my knee
"damn it" i said under my breath
"do you need help"
i looked up jasper was there smiling
"thanks"
he pulled me up my knee was scratched pretty bad it was bleeding i rolled my jean up
"are you okay"
"yea"
i started walk again i saw his hands go into fists i looked away
" your name is amy right"
"right your name is jasper"
"yea"
my heart was pounding like crazy my hand wanted to touch him so bad but i couldn't

chapter 2 - warning
i wasn't like others thats how all this thing of me being a freak started i couldn't touch somebodys' bare skin they would see how i was different i could show people how i felt or how my life had been just by touching them my friends knew that so did my family i looked down at my bloody leg it hurt i sighed zoey was waiting for us she was tapping her foot on the ground when she saw jasper she smiled
"hurry guys we have to catch up" she smiled at jasper i felt my blood boil i groaned under my breath
" hurry amy " aella said from close by
i walked a little faster my leg hurt i almost tripped again i was the worst person i didn't like sports much or going for a walk
"amy what happened" josh said looking at me
"i fell" i groaned
josh and aella helped me on the hard parts
"thanks guys"
when we go to lake we all sat down most of the kids where talking whispering my leg was a pain mr.night helped cleaned up my scratch he put a bandaid i looked over my shoulder asher was looking at me like if he was hungry goosebumps raced up my arm i looked away
we had to go back so aella and josh helped me but i could do most of it by myself we got in the bus as soon as we got to the school zoey glared at me i just looked away my mom came for me like always
"see ya later" aella said smiling
i waved at her and got in crash was there smiling
"hey amy"
"hey c" i said smiling she smiled back
i looked at her she nodded her head i took off my gloves and touched her face she smiled i blocked away the knew kids and every thing from the bear canyon i let go of her face
"cool can i go"
"no"
she whined i smiled my mother was just talking on the phone i looked out the window
"so how was your school" i asked
"bad really bad" she said frowning
i sighed every body hated my little sis because of me we didn't talk untill we got home i went into my room and listened to my songs i remebered jaspers pitch black eye a chill went down my spine and how asher looked at me there was something and i knew it somebody knocked on the door i jumped
"amy phone call" crash said from behind the door
i got up and opened the door she was there with the phone
"thanks crash"
she left i saw her disappear i shut the door